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经历过曾经的拥有,才知道,人生是一道风景。你没有理由放慢脚步,或者站在原地里不动,我却是其中的一个。我只是让命运糟践得太苦,太无力行走,心,依然在五彩斑斓的岁月霞光里驰骋。
告别风雨亭二十年的时间里,不是过分思念风雨亭的剧痛让我的日子变得沧桑和无力,只是自己徘徊在情感的纠结里疲倦得太久。想去再见风雨亭,已经是我辉煌梦境里一个不老的传说了。
对于一个对生活有着情趣的人来说,既然有梦,便可以到达。只是种种借口表明自己还是不见风雨亭为好,我实在不想用自己自私的感情,打破风雨亭原本拥有的蔚蓝与宁静。就这样,让生活一页一页翻动在刻骨铭心的记忆里。在褪了色的昔日容光里,梦里的风雨亭依然清晰如故。
生活,总会眷顾那些热爱生活并心怀想象的人。一次不经意的邂逅,我遇到了木子。又见风雨亭的热情与渴望,一次又一次拍打着我的梦之船舷。
又见风雨亭,只是让我有幸遇见了木子。她小我三岁,端庄且不失文雅,至纯至善的思想表达完美的吻合了又见风雨亭的结构与心愿。于是我不再孤独,木子在我眼前的跳动,闪烁着风雨亭璀璨的光芒。我感谢上苍的好生之德,让我遇见木子妹妹。
一次美丽的邂逅,我无法断定,是不是与喜欢的文字有关?是不是木子的诗,深情的呼唤,唤起我想见风雨亭的眷恋与顿悟之情,我说不明白。
就这样,品读着木子的诗,割舍不下对她思念的渴望情怀,闪光的漂亮文字,缩短着我与木子之间的距离。是我多情的思绪对木子的文字过于敏感,还是木子的笑,在柔柔的夜风里还原着一个追梦人的本色。。。。。。
与木子相识的那个夜晚,没有星光,冬夜里的寒风肆虐的撕扯着我的衣襟。我具有清除自由基作用的中药还有想,这么可怕的冬天,是不是也要封冻我这颗被热情融化了湿润的心。我停下案前所有的工作,躺在母亲为我烘得暖融融的炕上,用手机扫描着风雨亭与我之间的距离和方向。木子,一个靓丽的南方妹妹,在灯火阑珊处,朝着我招手。
那一夜,狂妄的思绪剥夺了我的睡意。我一遍又一遍的思索着如何不去打搅善良的木子妹妹,自作多情、移情别恋,所有毫无责任的表达审视着灵魂深处最懦弱的自我。放心不下,总是放心不下,还是放心不下
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在心灵繁华的境界里,在美丽的诗意里,我已经走在又见风雨亭的路上。
记得第一次去见风雨亭的时候,也是为了去看海。作为一个土生土长的西北汉子,能去见海是一件多么令人心动的事情。可是老天仿佛与我做对,满天布满了阴云,还有西北风呼呼的刮。在它有意的戏弄,无非是嘲笑我去见风雨亭的心情不够纯粹。
从烟台港开往大连的客轮,在漆黑的夜里起航了。阴暗的海天一色,只能够看见船身划破的海浪,巨大的水声掩盖了隆隆的机器声。怀抱对大海的种种遐想与盼望,随着风,伴着漆黑的夜被无情的吞噬了。九月冷冷的风,让我感觉船在我的心底寂寞地走。
去见风雨亭的美丽心情,成全着美丽的旅行,所以看不到海或者看不清海都不是那么重要。即便没有星光,我的心也不再孤独。客轮经过了一夜的长途迎风破浪,凌晨五点到达大连港。人群传动的港口,我在扑朔迷离的灯光里,急切的盼望。
木子妹妹,其实也算是到了人到中年的年龄。我第一眼见到她时,便不由自主的让我想到风雨亭女孩儿。我没有告诉她关于风雨亭的故事,只是一遍又一遍的熟读着木子的诗。我怕她失望,我怕她对我的人格产生怀疑。我确信自己不是一个好色多情的男人,在十分纯情的木子面前,我尤其不会。木子比风雨亭女孩儿小六岁,我一心一意的称木子为妹妹。从见到木子第一时刻起,我一遍又一遍的告诉自己,不要伤害木子妹妹。无论未来如何变化莫测,我都会珍惜爱护我的木子妹妹。尽管命运已经让她伤痕累累,哭泣了一次又一次,重拾起一回又一回破碎的理想,我要让我的木子妹妹笑。因为见到她时,木子就一直在笑。因为,生活开始对她也在笑。
与风雨亭女孩儿相处的日子里,充满了激情与阳光,青春与斗志。女孩儿完全不用轮椅走路,迈着蹒跚的步子,她可以打扫卫生,她可以洗衣服,可以取书拿报纸。她把最灿烂最纯真的笑给了前来买书的人们。风雨亭女孩儿的一举一动,在我含泪的眼眶里跳舞。是她感动了上帝,还是上帝为她而感动着我的世界,我说不清楚。在夜里,她的一次次不经意间的回眸,严肃的审视着我的灵魂。
风雨亭女孩儿,自然不会有迷人的身段儿,也没有美丽动人的面容,白皙的脸上写满了淡定与自信。赋予给我的想象,风雨亭女孩儿女孩儿是美丽的,美得没有一点儿缺点。她就是一个多情的舞者,在我的面前,翩翩而舞。她深情的双眸,演绎着丰富多彩,掩饰着我的存在。而我将离她而去,甚至说不上,说不出的道别。无奈中的哀叹,命运无法让我与她携手走进人生中最动人的红地毯与子携手,与你偕老。
深夜里,我多象平铺在水面上的夏荷,抖落着一池的心事无人知晓。可我知道,木子深沉的眼睛告诉了人世间所经历的一切。她的一字一句,唤醒了我二十年来对风雨亭的热爱和顿悟之情。不过,我鼓励自己,木子不是风雨亭的替代。她带给我的感觉,让我又见风雨亭,哪怕是梦,自己也觉得有梦的趣儿。
亲爱的木子妹妹,我不会用你充当风雨亭的角色,那样你会寒心,我会伤害了你,辜负了你。可是,亲爱的木子妹妹,倘若你真的知道我对风雨亭心存着一世真情,你是否愿意做我的风雨亭?无论人世怎样变迁,沧海桑田,做我永远的妹妹。
木子无语,木子不是风雨亭。木子没有承诺,她看尽了人世的浮华。我会在心里,只有在心里,来接洽,来容纳这么一个纯情的木子妹妹。你只是我的妹妹,大人与夫妻之间的事情我不会向你提及。你只是我的妹妹,生活中唯独能读懂我内心世界的好妹妹,我一生一世珍惜你。
风雨亭的女孩儿问我你敢不敢带我到繁华的大街上走走?,这句话,是一个女孩儿对自我封闭的眼前世界里一句深情地呐喊。你敢我就敢我不加任何思考的回答了女孩儿。风雨亭女孩儿能走向人群和街市,不只是我和家人的盼望,也是社会的良好愿望。只可惜,风雨亭的女孩无法实现穿着漂亮的婚纱在人群里走。因为都知道,女孩和我,家人与社会对婚纱有着无法想象的结果。
那天,我的穿着很认真,坐在轮椅上的风雨亭女孩儿打扮得非常漂亮。沿着熙攘的人群,沿着五彩缤纷的街道,我推着女孩儿一步步走来。我的心融进了女孩儿灿烂的笑容里,踏着脚下的方砖,我用心丈量着与女孩儿失之交臂的距离。我们大声的朗读着街道广告牌上的广告语,心与心又一次在喧嚣的城市里升华。
现在想来,多象一场梦,对自己而言,对风雨亭的女孩儿来说,不会是虚幻,因为有存在的本质,也有没有伤害的结果。不是梦,却天涯各自一方,用一生一世守候者昨日的温柔。你也不忘,我也没忘,我们一起数着星星的浪漫情怀。只是,只有在梦里,在永恒的记忆里,我们相扶、相知,相伴慢慢的变老。
写到这里,我的心,我的眼,在灵魂深处又一次碰撞中湿润了。木子妹妹,见了你,我又见到了风雨亭。这样的故事,你一定不会悲哀,因为我知道,你不会让我在失去风雨亭的每一次萌动里失意或者流泪。
好在,上帝让我遇见了你,木子妹妹,我不知道,美丽的夕阳里,我可否挽起你的手,在落幕的余晖里,走。。。。。。
         





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